Here again in this soulless place
No hope here, only process and shame
The ritual starts again, eyes gazing at others
Yes, my time arrives — bureaucracy at the ready
Read here, sign that, do you have the form?
A voice behind, a murmur erupts
Helplessness rises, tension grows;
I try to ignore, I just have to get out
Sign the form — bureaucracy done
Free for another two weeks, to make my own way
Emerging from the soulless place
Light splashes onto my eyes and I squint
The tension slows, the relief builds
I can be myself again, search for my own path
My own place in the world
October 2011