It should

Lachlan Smith
1 min readFeb 11, 2020

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Photo by Zulmaury Saavedra on Unsplash

It should make me more confident; but it doesn’t

I should be proud; but I’m not sure I am

It should give me hope for the future; but that still feels foggy

I’m finding my feet, always finding my feet

Being human, being alive — just feeling is hard

It is internal, these feelings, this shame

It creeps up on me, makes itself known, pushes me down

To be open is to be vulnerable; shame stops you in your tracks

The chains slowly fall away — too slow

I can only chip away, paitiently chip away

Human bonds can break the shame

It is the only way

Humanity lets authenticity flourish and peels away the shame

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Lachlan Smith
Lachlan Smith

Written by Lachlan Smith

Reflections on LGBTQ+ life and experiences playing club cricket in England — the only Aussie + gay cricketer at the club! Contact: lachlantsmith@gmail.com

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